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"Too often they don't realize what they have until it's gone. 
They're too stubborn to say 'Sorry, I was wrong'. 
They hurt the ones closes to their hearts, 
and we let the most foolish thing tear us apart". 
- Marilyn Monroe

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Yes, Allah knows.
Allah knows you're tired. Allah knows it is difficult for you. Allah knows you're squeezing your last drop of energy. But you must also know that Allah would never place you in a situation that you can't handle.

Allahurabbi..

**
Haip!
Wipe the tears.
It's a new day.
Put the smile on.
He's always here..

78

Trying is tiring but it's the only way to succeed.

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Its Ramadhan again. Nothing much to talk about. I think the thing that I'm gonna regret is that, I didn't perform my best as a Muslim. I waste the chance that everyone have been waiting for each Ramadhan. I let myself lost keep thinking about things that I have lost rather thinking about things that I could do. Perhaps its true, you cant keep asking and blaming God on what you didn't get while you yourself, haven't do your best for Him. They say that if you have faith in yourself. Insyallah things will work way much better than what  you expect to. Problem is now, where to find and how? They says that the sweetest time of the day is when you pray because you're talking to the one who love you the most, or perhaps who you love the most.I know I do alert about that but then some side of me keep making myself neglect about it.
You know its feel much better if you have someone to ask and talk to, I used to know that feelings before but now.. Nah... Or perhaps I'm being too selfish and egoistic? Or am I too afraid to accept the fact? Hmm..  I wish they knew I love them more than anything else. Been thinking to make a move but I'm just too worry to accept the possibilities if its not going to work.. And now I tend to believe that nobody cares. This ain't part of my life that I wish I could remember.

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Everyone is growing and life goes on. It's sad sometimes, but it's the truth. Enjoy everything and just live life! You won't stay the same no matter what. Change is good. We keep memories... Those are fun to look back on. Oh, how I miss being a little kid~
 :)

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Life is always about learning. -dancing squirrel

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I woke up this morning and cant stop listening to this song. Tak seindah wajah by S.M Salim. This is type of Malay song that I love to listen to and everytime I listen to it, its really brings back the old memories. My childhoods memories. I use to listen to this song with arwah while he's driving in his car. And he sang me this songs.. Such a nice feeling but somehow my tears keep falling while listening to the melodies and its very meaningful lyrics..

I feels so far from everything lately. I feels so old and getting older make me feels even worse. Its hard to working on something if you feels like nobody will appreciate what you do no matter how hard you try. Pretending to be happy seems even lot harder each time. I guess maybe I just forgot how to appreciate things that I had before I lost it,again..

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Change is good. Grow. Energy can never be created nor destroyed. Only transformed and transmuted. Love+Life is eternal. We are all links to a brighter future. Let live. More peace. More love!

<3

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Resh ; 3 car alarms went off when you sneeze qila.

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6.41am 17 February 2012

from ; Puan Mawar

"Salam Aqilla. Saya tak sihat harini. MC. So kelas System Analysis hari ni tak ada. Tolong inform semua."



Mula-mula bangun pagi baca mesej ni rasa teruja gila. Yay kelas batal! Then when my brain dah start functioning. I start to realize ;



Last class aku ada dengan Puan Mawar rasanya on December 2010, and that was my last semester before I left college..



Comel lah Puan Mawar ni troll saya bagi harapan palesu pagi-pagi..
Tskkk..

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I was having dinner with my little sister at mamak. Sambil sembang-sembang yada yada ya bagai. Sudah makan aku bayar dan sambung menyembang lagi habiskan air. After realize that it is getting late and I think we should go home already, so I ask my little sister.

"Jom pi salam."

It took me few seconds to realize that aku bukannya pi makan kenduri. Kenapa aku nak pergi bersalam-salaman, dengan uncle yang masak? *sigh*



Brain y u no make sense..

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Dear 2012. Please be nice.