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Life is always about learning. -dancing squirrel

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I woke up this morning and cant stop listening to this song. Tak seindah wajah by S.M Salim. This is type of Malay song that I love to listen to and everytime I listen to it, its really brings back the old memories. My childhoods memories. I use to listen to this song with arwah while he's driving in his car. And he sang me this songs.. Such a nice feeling but somehow my tears keep falling while listening to the melodies and its very meaningful lyrics..

I feels so far from everything lately. I feels so old and getting older make me feels even worse. Its hard to working on something if you feels like nobody will appreciate what you do no matter how hard you try. Pretending to be happy seems even lot harder each time. I guess maybe I just forgot how to appreciate things that I had before I lost it,again..

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Change is good. Grow. Energy can never be created nor destroyed. Only transformed and transmuted. Love+Life is eternal. We are all links to a brighter future. Let live. More peace. More love!

<3

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Resh ; 3 car alarms went off when you sneeze qila.

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6.41am 17 February 2012

from ; Puan Mawar

"Salam Aqilla. Saya tak sihat harini. MC. So kelas System Analysis hari ni tak ada. Tolong inform semua."



Mula-mula bangun pagi baca mesej ni rasa teruja gila. Yay kelas batal! Then when my brain dah start functioning. I start to realize ;



Last class aku ada dengan Puan Mawar rasanya on December 2010, and that was my last semester before I left college..



Comel lah Puan Mawar ni troll saya bagi harapan palesu pagi-pagi..
Tskkk..

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I was having dinner with my little sister at mamak. Sambil sembang-sembang yada yada ya bagai. Sudah makan aku bayar dan sambung menyembang lagi habiskan air. After realize that it is getting late and I think we should go home already, so I ask my little sister.

"Jom pi salam."

It took me few seconds to realize that aku bukannya pi makan kenduri. Kenapa aku nak pergi bersalam-salaman, dengan uncle yang masak? *sigh*



Brain y u no make sense..

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Dear 2012. Please be nice.