What's the best age to be? When i was a child, I thought the older I get, the better things are going to look. I 'd have acquired more skills and experience to assess and handle what may come.
Until the death of my beloved grandfather and grandmother few years ago then I realised that the older I get, the more deaths there'll be. I understand that death isn't the end. And that the departed is in a better place. But the thought of them not around is heart wrenching.Nothing can replace the feeling of missing someone who has passed on.
I can't put it in words how I miss them except there's this tug in my heart. I know the tug remains forever. And if you find me looking into space or welling up for no reasons, know that I'm missing someone.