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Its Ramadhan again. Nothing much to talk about. I think the thing that I'm gonna regret is that, I didn't perform my best as a Muslim. I waste the chance that everyone have been waiting for each Ramadhan. I let myself lost keep thinking about things that I have lost rather thinking about things that I could do. Perhaps its true, you cant keep asking and blaming God on what you didn't get while you yourself, haven't do your best for Him. They say that if you have faith in yourself. Insyallah things will work way much better than what  you expect to. Problem is now, where to find and how? They says that the sweetest time of the day is when you pray because you're talking to the one who love you the most, or perhaps who you love the most.I know I do alert about that but then some side of me keep making myself neglect about it.
You know its feel much better if you have someone to ask and talk to, I used to know that feelings before but now.. Nah... Or perhaps I'm being too selfish and egoistic? Or am I too afraid to accept the fact? Hmm..  I wish they knew I love them more than anything else. Been thinking to make a move but I'm just too worry to accept the possibilities if its not going to work.. And now I tend to believe that nobody cares. This ain't part of my life that I wish I could remember.