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Its already march. I usually try to update this once in a month just to remind myself that everything is good. Probably February was too short. Lots of thing to remember anyway. Phew..

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We met for a reason,
Either you're a blessing or a lesson.

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"Too often they don't realize what they have until it's gone. 
They're too stubborn to say 'Sorry, I was wrong'. 
They hurt the ones closes to their hearts, 
and we let the most foolish thing tear us apart". 
- Marilyn Monroe

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Yes, Allah knows.
Allah knows you're tired. Allah knows it is difficult for you. Allah knows you're squeezing your last drop of energy. But you must also know that Allah would never place you in a situation that you can't handle.

Allahurabbi..

**
Haip!
Wipe the tears.
It's a new day.
Put the smile on.
He's always here..

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Trying is tiring but it's the only way to succeed.

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Its Ramadhan again. Nothing much to talk about. I think the thing that I'm gonna regret is that, I didn't perform my best as a Muslim. I waste the chance that everyone have been waiting for each Ramadhan. I let myself lost keep thinking about things that I have lost rather thinking about things that I could do. Perhaps its true, you cant keep asking and blaming God on what you didn't get while you yourself, haven't do your best for Him. They say that if you have faith in yourself. Insyallah things will work way much better than what  you expect to. Problem is now, where to find and how? They says that the sweetest time of the day is when you pray because you're talking to the one who love you the most, or perhaps who you love the most.I know I do alert about that but then some side of me keep making myself neglect about it.
You know its feel much better if you have someone to ask and talk to, I used to know that feelings before but now.. Nah... Or perhaps I'm being too selfish and egoistic? Or am I too afraid to accept the fact? Hmm..  I wish they knew I love them more than anything else. Been thinking to make a move but I'm just too worry to accept the possibilities if its not going to work.. And now I tend to believe that nobody cares. This ain't part of my life that I wish I could remember.

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Everyone is growing and life goes on. It's sad sometimes, but it's the truth. Enjoy everything and just live life! You won't stay the same no matter what. Change is good. We keep memories... Those are fun to look back on. Oh, how I miss being a little kid~
 :)

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Life is always about learning. -dancing squirrel

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I woke up this morning and cant stop listening to this song. Tak seindah wajah by S.M Salim. This is type of Malay song that I love to listen to and everytime I listen to it, its really brings back the old memories. My childhoods memories. I use to listen to this song with arwah while he's driving in his car. And he sang me this songs.. Such a nice feeling but somehow my tears keep falling while listening to the melodies and its very meaningful lyrics..

I feels so far from everything lately. I feels so old and getting older make me feels even worse. Its hard to working on something if you feels like nobody will appreciate what you do no matter how hard you try. Pretending to be happy seems even lot harder each time. I guess maybe I just forgot how to appreciate things that I had before I lost it,again..

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Change is good. Grow. Energy can never be created nor destroyed. Only transformed and transmuted. Love+Life is eternal. We are all links to a brighter future. Let live. More peace. More love!

<3

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Resh ; 3 car alarms went off when you sneeze qila.

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6.41am 17 February 2012

from ; Puan Mawar

"Salam Aqilla. Saya tak sihat harini. MC. So kelas System Analysis hari ni tak ada. Tolong inform semua."



Mula-mula bangun pagi baca mesej ni rasa teruja gila. Yay kelas batal! Then when my brain dah start functioning. I start to realize ;



Last class aku ada dengan Puan Mawar rasanya on December 2010, and that was my last semester before I left college..



Comel lah Puan Mawar ni troll saya bagi harapan palesu pagi-pagi..
Tskkk..

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I was having dinner with my little sister at mamak. Sambil sembang-sembang yada yada ya bagai. Sudah makan aku bayar dan sambung menyembang lagi habiskan air. After realize that it is getting late and I think we should go home already, so I ask my little sister.

"Jom pi salam."

It took me few seconds to realize that aku bukannya pi makan kenduri. Kenapa aku nak pergi bersalam-salaman, dengan uncle yang masak? *sigh*



Brain y u no make sense..

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Dear 2012. Please be nice.

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Hah dah Disember?!!!

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For some reason I dont know why I'm so scared to make a move in my life. Even I know it is for something better.


“Your time is limited, so don’t waste it living someone else’s life. Don’t be trapped by dogma – which is living with the results of other people’s thinking. Don’t let the noise of other’s opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.” - Steve Jobs

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"Imagine there is a bank account that credits your account each morning with $86400. It carries over no balance from day to day. Every evening, the bank deletes whatever part of the balance you failed to use during the day. What would you do? Draw out every cents of course? Each of us has such a bank. Its name is TIME. Every morning it credits you with 86400 seconds. Every night, it writes off as lost, whatever of these you have failed to invest to a good purpose. It carries over no balance. It allows no overdraft. Each day it opens a new account for you. Each night it burns the remains of the day. If you fail to use the day's deposit, the loss is yours. There is no drawing against 'tomorrow'. You must live in the present of today's deposit. Invest it so as to get from it the utmost in health, happiness and success. The clock is running. Make the most of today."

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Harini aku dengan adik aku beserta rakan-rakan pergi ke Padang Besar. Ketika dalam perjalanan pulang seperti biasa kami akan melalui suatu "Road Block Unit Pencegahan Penyeludupan". Pemandu yang melalui jalan tersebut terpaksa memperlahankan kenderaan mereka untuk diperiksa oleh pegawai yang bertugas untuk memastikan tiada pengunjung yang mencurigakan mengunjungi sempadan Perlis-Thailand dan membeli barangan yang tidak dibenarkan. Aku dan rakan-rakan berkelakuan seperti biasa, kalau tahan pun bukan ada benda bukan-bukan yang kami beli. But the weird part is, bila kawan aku bukak tingkap, aku boleh pergi tanya pegawai tu;

"Bang, area sini dekat mana koe teaw sedap?"

Dan pegawai tersebut dengan berbudi bahasanya memberi tunjuk arah ke sebuah kedai char koe teaw di kawasan Kangar. One of the famous char koe teaw stall in Perlis.

Dan kereta-kereta di belakang beratur panjang menunggu..

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There's always someone lagi teruk dari your situation. So bersyukur and always smile. That will make your burden lesser. Dia takkan hilang macam tu je, thats life. Semua orang ada masalah, cuma kita ingat kita yang paling teruk. If we start looking around, theres always someone who really unlucky. So start bersyukur. Every problem got timeline. One day dia akan hilang jugak, and there will be new one. So start looking it positively. Just sit back,relax and enjoy your life. -ziyad-